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As I write this, my book’s birthday (aka
publication date) is less than two months away. On May 15, my YA novel, Skating
Over Thin Ice, will make its appearance. It’s my first novel published by a
mainstream, trade publisher (Red Deer Press, a kidlit imprint of Fitzhenry
& Whiteside).
This book birthday comes after years and
years of knocking on the door, being rejected, trying again, more rejection.
Hours and days and months and years of work that just couldn’t get that final
acceptance. But now educational publishing and self-publishing are behind me. I
feel as if I’ve finally been called up to the big leagues.
Yay! I should be filled with excited
anticipation, right?
Excited, yes. But it’s excitement tinged
with a strong element of (let’s face it) terror.
So, why am I terrified?
All this work, all the efforts of my
wonderful editor, Peter Carver, and the team at Red Deer Press, all this time
and effort invested – what if no one buys it, checks it out of the library,
reads it? Fail.
2. I’m terrified people will trash it on
social media.
Social media is great for spreading the
word, building some buzz, sharing the news – but it’s not exactly a curated
space. If the buzz is bad and the news is nasty, well, enough said.
3. I’m terrified that people will be mean
to my “kid”
Creating a work of fiction is a lot like raising a child. You invest so much time and energy – so much of
your own heart – in creating something/someone meaningful and important and
whole and beautiful. But once that book, or child, goes out into the world, it
has to fend for itself. And if people are mean… not gonna lie: I’ll probably
cry.
My book is going to be published, so I have
to face it: stuff is going to happen – good and bad.
So this is what I tell myself:
I loved writing this book. I love these
characters. I think I have something to say, something to share, with readers,
especially Young Adult readers. Other people – people who know the publishing
industry and have worked on my book and whom I trust – think it has a place in the world of YA
fiction, too. That’s good enough for me.
Bring on the book birthday. I’m ready.
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Here's the book's blurb from the Fitzhenry & Whiteside Spring 2018 catalogue:
Skating Over Thin Ice
by Jean Mills
Imogen St. Pierre is a musical prodigy, a classical
pianist touring Canada and abroad in a trio with her
father and grandfather. Though clearly accomplished
she is also painfully awkward socially, getting lost in
the music even after it’s over. Imogen’s in the final year
in a private boarding school where she meets a boy
of the same age, Nathan McCormick, who turns out
to be the next great hockey player. Nathan however
has recently been penalized for a vicious fight in an
international tournament. Imogen and Nathan don’t
exactly become an item, but there’s an elusive special
quality to their connection. Jean Mills has given us a
thoughtful, moving, powerful story about what it’s like
to be gifted and exceptional – and still young.
